Cold
By Stormcat
It's
antagonistic, even feudal, this relationship between heat
and cold. God
would have you believe that cold is the absence
of heat, while
the devil argues that heat is the absence of cool.
Which ever .
. . both are uncomfortable in excess.
I wonder
about Dostoyevsky, I wonder about the Parisian
impressionists
(poor in the winter), I wonder about Bartok or
Kandinsky
alone and foreign, exiled, depressed and homesick,
lonely
amongst throngs, emotionally cold in overheated houses.
I now feel
the sting of late autumn cold on hands and nose
flesh not
yet acclimated, creates panic in the face of impending
winter
frigidity. I've seen it before yet I'm never quite
prepared. Can't
be enough wood to last the whole season . . .
I remember
as a child growing up on the ranch going out
in the
winter morning darkness to feed the cattle. The horses
working hard
to pull the sleigh, stay warm. No matter how hard I
worked cold still
penetrated my gloves turning my hands stiff . . .
So as the winter approaches
and thought of cold invades
expectation, those so
conditioned put forth extraordinary
effort to
provide. Heat is the main commodity, all
given
yet unrecognized,
though appreciated in theory,
Frozen hands burn
unbearably under pure cold running water
Even the adults
couldn't help but let out painful utterance
eventually water
feels cool, then hot water controls the
mix
warmer and warmer
until the whole body feels warm again
It's not the core
that controls, but the extremities. . . hands
and feet, or even
more relevant: fingers, toes, and
nose!
Frozen fingers and
toes are the first to hurt. That is unless
you're the provider. Then your heart bears the pain!
Wonderfully written the message well maintained throughout. Well done.
ReplyDeleteYvonne.